What the Heck?

Posted under mood by Nelle

I’m sad, I’m really really sad. L Actually I’m in a verge of tears right now. Because the last thing I need is some cold treatment by my best friend. It might sound like a small thing but it is a big deal for me. We haven’t talk for like a month, she’s in Australia and we’re both awfully busy with our own lives and now that we had the chance to chat/talk, she’s colder than anything else I could describe.

Me: Hello J

Her: Hi J

Me: So what’s up? How are you?

Her: I’m good. How are you?

Me: I’m fine, thanks J

- - - - and then the longest deathly minutes that I waited - - - -

And nothing (which is so unusual), so I bid goodbye. Actually I said bye and logged out in an impulse, but I’m so curious so I signed back in and I saw her last message.

Her: u going?

I replied…

Me: yeah, I have to run some errands (I lied, I know)

Me: take care and I miss you heaps

Her: miss u too bye

- - - - -

I don’t hate her, I can never hate her. I’m just upset maybe because I miss her but this is where we end up. She might be busy or occupied. I know we agreed to talk about things especially when it’s getting out of hand or if we’re having some weird times, just like this. Maybe we can do that next time; I guess we’re just not up for some chats.

I don’t hate her; I will never ever hate her. I always believe that when I had some real friends, they will always be my friend all my life. Even if we end up apart due to natural things or some disagreements, that person will always be my friend for life. That’s how I treasure my friends and that’s how I appreciate them.

For this specific person…

- I still love her

- She can still call me her better half (it’s funny but one of the things she calls me is that I’m her better half coz she said we can fit into just one person and no one will notice the difference. Hah!)

- I will just email her later, or maybe tomorrow or when I’ not upset anymore. L

 

Moving on. . .

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